My Year
From January to February
I hit a new low in life
Everything was bothering me
All I thought about was the cold blade of a knife
From March to May
At that point it was three months since I wrote a suicide letter
We made my little sister the happiest kid on her birthday
Things felt better
Then came June
Everything came back to me
Those days had as much color as the fur of a raccoon
I felt all the emotions opposite of happy
From July to November
I bought a new book to draw
I focused on getting happier
Getting results faster than expected had me in awe
Before I knew it, it was December
I’m finally happy
I’m finally better
Now I’m focused on a better future and better me