My Self (Doubt)

There are pieces of me that that get lost sometimes,

even when the lights are on I wander through myself,

Insecurities have always eaten my up this way.

I try to fight back with the only weapon I have,

But I always open my mouth and choke the words back in.

If only I had a big enough heart to hold it all,

Before I crash down into myself for the last time.

The darkness of my self doubt would be nice to bury forever,

To know that someday a brand new confidence will grow inside me.

If only I could change my fear that it never will. (I would)

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