On my own
Philippians 4:6-7
6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
On my own … without prayer
Draw a line in the sand as it goes into the water
To show the people I know, where to go, and where to be
The sword I carry all day long seems more like a pointer
The armor that I have on today is too heavy for me
I should have brought a wetsuit instead of a shield and helmet
My feet should be dressed in fins instead of shod with the gospel
The sword that’s in my hand I should exchange for an anchor
So I could plunge in the deep and rely on my strength and muscle
Someone walks up to me with a quiet smile on the shore
Asking what I’m doing with that armor on the ground
I explain patiently and hope he will get it for sure
I guess he has no clue and can’t see I am Heaven bound
He simply shakes his head and quietly mentions
Why not put up a sign saying: “Very dangerous”
And keep all the armor on without pretention
And take the safety of other lives more serious
Who does he think he is? Telling me what to do
Does he not know the bible and: “Love your neighbor”?
It seems so amazing that some don’t have a clue
What it’s like to work hard for the Lord and labor
Maybe I’ll search for an anchor and tie to my feet
I should be able to stay down long enough to breathe
That seems very reasonable and really kind of neat
But where to get all the weight to tie to my knees
I’ll tie the sword and shield and bind these with the girdle
What if I take the helmet and fill it full of stones
Won’t the Lord be happy when I clear this hurdle?
As to give it all I got as I won’t even moan and groan
Yes that is the answer, it must be Heaven sent
The Holy Spirit seems to guide my every thought
I’ll show the guy who’s waiting for me what I meant
That I have all the answers and I won’t be caught
So here I go again following my simple instinct
Down and down I go until I hit the bottom
Here I draw the short line as for air I’m gasping
Who will now cut the girdle? Gosh I feel rotten
The one who talked to me before is now swimming to me
He unties the girdle and guides me to the surface
He smiles and shakes his head, then lets me be
Leaving me all alone without armor and purpose
Now he’s walking back again and jumps in the water
He brings up the shield and sword, helmet and girdle
He puts these at my feet but does not go any farther
Then quietly walks off without a word or murmur
Jan Wienen