I want to complain my life is full of pain

My sister is literally insane

I feel no one can relate my life is like a bowling Lane

Pins flying everywhere destruction preventing me of any positive gain

My parents coming home with a storm cloud full of rain

A down pour of rain stating they are getting a divorce, they can’t take life no more

My dad not talking for days my mom does the same I flop to the floor screaming no more  

Oh lord I scream an holler, but you don’t answer

I feel I live in a desert nothing here but an aggressor

Some ask to live forever

But I wish for a life of never

My life is like a California forest fire

It desires one thing oxygen

To end fire you end oxygen

To end pain you end oxygen

My life has no more pain