My Inner Guide
Everything within in me is of myself the world i view
the things I feel and touch
the things I admire the things I desire are only
the few things that keep me up to see the sunrise everyday
But I realized that my inner guide was the only thing that got me through everything.
In my period of innocece all I could have ever been was the puppet in disguise
But i knew I was really here when my mind opened my eyes to the real world and never gave in
I started battles aginst myslef the wrong and the right
but the right felt so wrong and the wrong felt right.
As I did this the person the world wanted me to be was the person who was stoping me
from my actual destiney. Years have gone by and the ones I loved slipped away from
me. I had to ask why this was always happening
Dissapontment grew stronger as hope faded away
my heart was telling me I couldnt stand another day
but my mind told me your worth more than that
the way you feel now is just a stopgap without you here you did what they wanted
they never wanted you to see how the world of truth was haunted
with all the ghost that haunted me the light that shined invigorated me.
So I left with myself and all the ghost behind and I told myself theres no time to cry
Time won´t wait for me so I wont wait for time
to find my true self and leave my past behind. My life has only started but will eventually end
so I tell myself to glow and let off my rays
its time to make better days.