In My Head
I’m laying on my bed
I’m thinking about them
Thinking how-
How-
I gotta get them outta my head!
They’re always in my head
But I want to hold them in my arms
I wanna kiss them
I wish I could hold their hand
I’m sitting by the window
Staring at the stars
That cower in the light
I hide from my ex
Cause she hates me now
She can’t even look me in the eyes
Part of me dies when I think
Could I have tried to ease the pain?
Oh, That's the past
I keep tellin’ myself
“You gotta live in the present”
Cause, oh do you see that,
That guy over there?
Yeah, I love em’
Nothin’ gonna change that
Because they hold my heart
They could break it in a second
I’m laying on my bed
Staring at the ceiling
Ooh look at where I got myself
Ha, I’m livin’ in the present
I’m laughing in the rain
I’m thinkin’ bout them
They’re always in my head
But I want to hold them in my arms
I wanna kiss them
I want to hold their hand
But we’re so far apart
And I wanna take you so far away,
And kiss you under the moonlight,
I can’t believe
I was thinking I’d be a better
A better boyfriend
And they tell me I am
I don’t stab them in the back
I don’t call them names
I never try to hurt them
And I’m sorry when I do
—
I’m laying in my bed
Tryna get you outta my head
But I’d rather hold you in my arms
Instead