THE DISEASE OF LIFETIME SADLY

THE INCIDENT OF ALL DAY LONG

THE UNCONTROLLABLE SADNESS,PAIN AND SILENCE

THE HAPPENINGS OF UNUSUAL THINGS

THE THINGS WHICH WERE ACTUALLY GOING ON

BUT SADLY THEY WERE ALWAYS CALLED ILLUSIONS

WHICH OFTEN MAKES HER SAD

WHO CAN UNDERSTAND THOSE PEOPLE

AND HOW CAN WE COMPELLED TO MAKE THEM UNDERSTAND

IT JUST SPOILED AND ROUINED HER NATURE 

NO ONE CAN MEASURE THE PAIN

UNLESS GOING THROUGH IT AND EXPERIENCE IT

ALSO PEOPLE CANT BELIEVE THAT SHE WAS THE SAME PERSON  FEW DAYS BACK

THEY CALLED HER JUST TOTALLY CHANGED SPY

WHO JUST LOST HER IDENTITY 

HER ACTION,GESTURE AND POSTURE JUST TOTALLY CHANGED FOREVER

WHEATHER YOU CALLED IT A MIRACLE OR A STRANGE FACT WHICH JUST CHANGED HER FOR HER LIFETIME

THE GOOD THING OF THAT PHASE WAS CREATIVITY

AND THE SAD PART WAS PAIN,SADNESS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THAT LOST IDENTITY

THE DISTURB AND WHISPERING SOUNDS EVERYWHERE

 THE TIRING SITUATIONS OF LIFETIME

BUT COULD NOT CONVINCE HER TO SLEEP

JUST THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING WHICH WAS NOT THE PART TO THINK OVER

THE UNCONTROLLED CRIES AT EVERY SECOND ,MINUTE AND HOUR

THE SITUATIONS AND REALITY WHICH WERE BEYOND HER IMAGINATIONS AND REACH

THE DAYS PASSED AND THE NIGHTS WENT BUT THE CONDITION EVEN GONE WORSE

SOMETIMES AT THE END COME UP TO THAT EXTENT JUST TO KILL HERSELF

BUT THEN SHE WONDER WHY?

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?

PLEASE JUST HELP ME GOD;HELP ME...

I AM JUST NOTHING,I AM THE ONE WHO JUST CANT ABLE TO CONTROL MY OWN BEING[MUSELF]

I AM JUST TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON YOU FOR EVERYTHING

I AM JUST AN ORDINARY CREATURE MADE FROM DUST

WHO HAS NO ONE FOREVER EXCEPT ONE AND ONLY YOU

THEN A RELIEF SOUND OF  LIGHT SOUL WHICH WAS FULL OF PAIN FEW MINUTES BACK

BUT EVERYTHING COMES COMES FOR A REASON

WHEATHER YOU TAKE IT AS A PART OF CHALLENGE OR A PART OF LUCK 

LIFE WILL ALSO BE GREAT IF YOU CONCIDER IT A BLESSING 

LIFE IS PRECIOUS TOO;SO JUST START LIVING IN THE WORLD OF REALITY NOR IN A WLORLD OF DREAMS

DREAMS ARE A PART OF REALITY WHICH EVERYONE LIVES IN

BUT SADLY THEY ARE NOT USEFUL FOR THE LIFETIME

AT TIMES YOU CAME UP TO THAT EXTENT IN WHICH YOU HAS TO CAME IN YOUR REAL WORLD WHICH IS ACTUALLY GOING ON

THAT PHASE WHICH BECAME THE PART OF REALITY MUST ALWAYS REMINDS YOU OF THAT SADNESS,PAIN AND SILENCE

BUT ALSO TEACH YOU A LESSON OF LIFETIME

THE PEOPLE,THOSE GREAT FRIENDS WHO ALWAYS ADMIRE YOU FOR EVERYTHING

JUST TOTALLY LEAVES YOU FOREVER

YOU MUST WONDER WHY?

BECAUSE NOW YOU ARE NOT REALLY LIVING ACCORDING TO THEIR LIKES AND DISLIKES

 YOU ARE JUST TOTALLY CHANGED ,NOT ABLE TO CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS AND BEING[OWN SELF]

YOU JUST CANT ABLE TO FULFILL THEIR COMMANDS AND ALSO CANT ABLE TO MAKE THEM LAUGH

SO,THEY JUST TOTALLY LEFT YOU WHEN YOU WANT THEM MOST IN YOUR LIFE

THAT REALITY JUST SHOCKED HER FROM TOP TO TOE

THE ONES WHOM YOU ALWAYS CONCIDER BESTIES JUST LEAVE YOU FOREVER

WHY?PLEASE JUST ACCEPT THIS REALITY BEFORE ITS TOO LATE

NOW YOU HAS TO LIVE FOR YOUR OWNSELF

NOT HAVING RESTRICTIONS AND BOUNDED BY THEIR LIES

THEN LASTLY SHE JUST HUGGED HER MOTHER WHO WERE ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HER

THOSE BLOOD RELATIONS WHO YOU NEVER CALLED FOR

BUT THEY WERE ALWAYS BE WITH YOU AT EVERY SEC,MIN AND HOUR

WHEATHER I AM ALIVE OR NOT

LIFE IS FULL OF SORROWS,GRIEVES AND PAIN

YOU MUST ABLE TO CROSS THAT PATH IN A PEACEFUL AND DELIGHTFUL MANNER

LIFE IS A LESSON TO LEARN AND A TERRIBLE SUBJECT TO PTREACH

LIFE ITSELF IS A GIFT WITH LOTS OF BLESSINGS IN IT

JUST START LIVING FOR YOURSELF FROM NOW ONWARDS

BE A  LESSON OF LIFETIME FOR OTHERS

TEACH THEM HOW STRONG YOU ARE UNTIL BEING STRONG IS THE ONLY CHOICE

FORGETTING PAST IS NOT A GAME;ITS A NAME OF PAIN

SO,FORGET THE PAINS FROM ONES YOU GAIN

AND ONCE AGAIN LIVE A LIFE WITH A DRASTIC CHANGE