The older I get the more I start to see,
And I began to feel that death is near,
And it's getting closer and closer,
Every time I wake up its in fear,
I am only thirty-three years old,
And I have already lost plenty,
From family members to friends,
Every day I see the names of many,
I can't seem to get this off my mind,
I am making myself become scared,
Scared to live a normal safe life,
Just because I've lost people I cared,
For, It's coming way to damn fast,
I'm not ready to leave this place,
Nor am I ready for my family to leave,
I dread having those tears run on my face,
This has to be my big fear so far,
How does one prepare for that day,
All I know is death is going to happen,
I am now lost on what else to say....!!