You kicked me, you hurt me, and worst of all you broke me.
We live in a world where we all just drown in our own thoughts.
People are blind, because they don't look, they just see.
My life is based off of a intoxicating substance, so all my problems won't be in knots.
I tried to push everyone away.
But my actions only caused an addiction.
It grew into what I thought was beauty, like the month of May.
The poison I consumed made my life seem like total fiction.
I doze off to a faraway land where all my problems go away.
And I never knew my addiction could be my end.
I thought I could be free, and I felt it with a sway.
I want an ending soon, because I have no family, not even a friend.
The warmth of a puff of smoke relaxed my body.
Everyone told me that if I continue I will be slowly dying.
I hallucinated strange things, and it all started with a zombie.
I felt the movement around me slow down.
My memories started feeling distant.
Realization him me that no one will miss me not even my home town.
I wish I could just be gone, but my choice won't be instant.
As I lay there slowly fluttering my eyes closed .
I see nothing but a bright light my life was always an illusion, it wasn't like most.
As I slowly feel myself slip away I realize this will be my last night.