I can't admit what I feel, for fear of confirmation
Noticed how little that's needed is given--affection
I might scare myself out of love if I opened my eyes
Lose all that I know, should I dare scream honest or cry
I'll swallow my words this night, couldn't bare to know you absent
Instead, I'll guide this nervous heart to keep you in my present
I'll harden the heart you melted; I thought you would accept
My mind will flood, silent, annoyed; I'm weak, incompetent
I know that I'll pull through, how futile are the tears I shed
Oversensitive, overreact; just needed my bed
I'm sorry I'm a wreck; letting my moods swing on their own
I hate it, myself, try to help it, least, from being shown
So I'll keep quiet this time in dark; and I'll rise once more,
With tomorrow's sun, I'll light up at your "Hello"; I'm yours