Sometime I wonder if life has more

to see, think about, smell.

If I am disappointed

with life, reality, and actuality

All I have left is hope.

And some of us can't do that naturally.

It takes time and courage to allow,

to indulge, to partake in

such a fantasy as hope.

When curiosity becomes expectancy,

Answers to my questions revealed;

I will be disappointed

with fantasies, utopias, and dreams.

So all the time I wonder about life

and if it could possibly offer

someone like me anything less.