The Monster
She stores a flask up on the shelf
Small and clear, feelings do sleep
The contents constanly kept to herself
Until they overflow, cuts deep
At night, when silence crashes in
and cold sweat bleeds out pores
she touches the tough, white skin
and softly rubs the long, thin sores
A claw comes prying, her head spins
flowing it does, feeling it's way
A darkness drawn out from within
Pulling apart innocence to portray
Horrendous crave, a relentless need.
mind and bottle, cracking in her hand
Feelings leak out to scratch and feed
on the girl, now trying to stand
To defend herself, she pulls a knife
but laughter escapes her lips,
"I'm deep inside, part of your life"
She cries and aims the tip
Before she strikes the pale blue stains
she asks herself, "How deep must I cut
to pull the monster from my veins?"
nausea seeped in to her gut