Its never been this long.. But every day it seems a little closer

 Its only been one year and reality seems ever so far away.

The tears I shed are silent, the screams I cry are to loud yet no one seems to hear..

To this day i still dont understand what made a piece of the people i love die..

To see it burn right in front of me... To see it be gone within a matter of time is something I never...

And while everyones busy being themseleves Im still stuck on the brinks of humanity.

These eyes, this heart, this soul cant seem to take any more for much longer..

The tears I shed are silent, the screams I cry are to loud yet no one seems to hear...

Im bounded by this beautiful yet chaotic life..Ive seen it burn to many times,..

People ask a million times and yet the scars seem to always be on the verge of tearing...

The crimes Ive commited are few.. yet I still fight with myself..

Th self love is what I lack

maybe its just me

maybe its just humanity

or maybe i chose to give up

A long time ago...