Moment and Memory
Location
I like long walks on the beach,
Total enlightenment,
Licorice, and whiskey.
I am one with the universe
In tossing an old bocce ball
Through a long stretch of crabgrass…
—Knocked the kingpin off its hinges!
And a horseshoe landing in the dirt
Is a sign of the times, reducing Earth and God
And Us to
Everything.
Scotch Plains, New Jersey…
Scotch, indeed! Or was it wine
That was spilled over and into the street,
Like rain rattling and trailing in residual little
Momentary lines through leaf and dirt and
Into the gutters gurgling and glistening and
Crying out to the long-dead lights,
"I am here! I am here now!"
The stars, they say, hear even the muffled
Screams of water and earth and man and
Time,
Even the cries of
A mean tabby cat that seems
To glide along a carpet
In the twilight.
We played horseshoes and bocce and sometimes chess
And we watched old family tapes
And walked on the beach, and I hated licorice
—Never had whiskey—
But damn me if it's any different now,
Here between the times and signs and
Slouching in a patch of crabgrass,
Drinking and dying and seeing and
Being and living and lying and
Shrinking into nothing
Just to dream of the
Fine impression left by where
A horseshoe lands and rings.