Missing Piece
When children don't feel loved, they do poorly in school, don't respond well to discipline, and are filled with anger. And over my 32 years ive learned to deal with this trying to handle it for so long it has affected my whole life seeking that love. Reaccurance is really vital to me and being showed that im loved is my wife. So when someone says they love me it triggers something in me ive had love before but didn't know how to handle it like learning how to walk all over again fall fail and forgotten if I fall to much. I was shown love from my parents only due to the fact I was a responsibility but only to the extent of feeding me cause i had to eat and to clothe me cause I couldn't be naked. other than that. Ive learned thru pain or watching somone else enjoy it. So when you say you love me please know i dont want half love, love me this day and then the next you don't wanna. I'm important but i guess the love didnt see me growing up but im grown now and love still feels kind of unknown im like a small baby that needs it all damage so much on the inside that my only way to feel love is from the smiles and laughs I put on people faces. Where's my smile where's my laugh of love i wanna be selfish with love and have it all to me self. So when you say you love me please love me thanks in advance