Forget this here

All the blood and tears

Forget all the memories

that lies beneath the years

The love i have lost

the love i have found

tears my soul piece by piece

until my wound reopens and the scar rips apart.

Leave me lying

Leave my bleed

Let my soul forever torment me

Give me all that I can have

Let me be

Leave me be

The scars on my wrists are

now my only reminders of my life pouring out of me.

My eyes turn black

My heart turns out like a black hole

sucking in everything it possibly can hold.

I hate what I see

i hate this inside of me

my soul cares no more

Forget the life I have lived

Forget the mindset I have created

Pull away from the pain

Wanting to kill

Wanting to steal

Wanting to rape

Wanting to hate

Needing to lie

Hating to cry

Striving to break free

Forgetting to breathe

Hating to love

Needing to be loved

Forget the soul

Forget the mind

Forget the love

Forget my inside

I love myself

And hate the rest yet the same

Wanting to live and yet struggling to survive

To breathe and die

To laugh and cry

I hinder all that is good

I should save myself from all that i could

to be the person that I know I am

Leave the razor, forget the plan

Stop the tears and take a stand.