Starting off slowly and just under the radar.
Waiting for a chance to strike when least expected.
Always trying to outlast medication and shots.
Still thinking it's not causing enough pain already.
Like a speaker with bass so loud it's blown.
Like a heartbeat that's too loud, too hard.
Blood rushing, cranium cracking.
Ideas, thoughts, emotions muted.
All for one single action.
One single body misfunction.
Inside my head.