me
Intelligent,
Confident,
Brave,
and
Beautiful,
four words that I thought never lived in my identity,
look behind those words and you'll see their opposites,
that's what I thought I was meant to be,
they were implanted into my head and blossomed into hatred,
I'm glad I saw darkness first,
cause if I didnt, the light would never be in my rear view,
I fell hard 1, 2, 3,
hell I can't count how many times,
I don't have that many fingers,
but it's true I got knocked down again and again by fear,
but I never stayed on the ground,
I guess God always had a plan,
I still have my struggles but I'm better than before,
Now I have an attitude,
A good one,
meaning in a good way,
I'm rebellious now,
A rebel to the core,
I really don't give a care anymore about opinions cause I'm finding myself,
so for anybody that thought the worst on me can kick rocks,
peace.