How can you declare different individuals to make the same trip

When each one has different abilities, but important ones. Dire ones

The exodus is long and winding

I hate this journey

I hate these expectations

I hate this

My head aches as i try to make sense of something unsensible

 

Equations in my head

Just kidding, it leaves my ears as soon as it enters

 

My body rids itself of toxins

Anxiety

Dread

Worry

 

For these damage the soul

 

You’d think i’m exaggerating

But even when i give my all, i am still levels beneath mediocracy

 

I leave the threshold of the room

 

Feeling drained and full of gloom

 

I don’t understand

 

Why can’t they Enrich my brain with information that soothes

 

And makes me more equipped to live in this fucked up world

 

Increases critical thinking ?

 

Live a day in my shoes, you’ll know the meaning of critical thinking.

 

Improves problem solving?

 

Look into the database of my memories and you’ll see

 

Problems I had to solve

 

That have nothing to do with me

 

Math is not useless

Up to a certain degree

 

I know myself

 

This is not for me

 

But they won’t write me off

 

They think im smart

 

And i am

 

Smarter than they could ever realize

 

In ways they wouldnt understand

 

The same creators that made math

 

Destroyed the world

 

Truth is , humans don’t need a blueprint