But Me no one knows
While I sit here wrapped in this flesh
I call to your attention my nakedness
Standing tall, I take off my shawl and before you I stand, I stand to you all.
Mam tu veda na kascana
I show my skin, my balls, my cock, I show you tattoos on my back, arms and my neck,
I show you my soul and how it has been totally wrecked.
I show you my growing hairy silvery hairy chest.
I show you my slender body malnutrition and all
I show you my nakedness in a slimy stall-
Mam tu veda na kascana
You think you know me as I am,
I tell you I am just a simple man,
No great gifts to impart, but what sits here is a wondrous heart,
I say this right from the start no matter how wrong the lust is its strong,
I desire to quench this unruly fire, I will not tire from the inevitable fire the need is dire-
I will not retire-
Mam tu veda na kascana
But Me no one knows
You see right through this old and graying soul
And still you see the me no one knows-
Mam tu veda na kascana
And alas –
But Me no one knows-vedaham samatitani
vartamanani carjuna
bhavisyani ca bhutani
mam tu veda na kascana
“O Arjuna, as the Supreme Personality of Godhead, I know everything that has happened in the past, all that is happening in the present, and all things that are yet to come. I also know all living entities; but Me no one knows.” *

But Me no one knows as I age and grow old
Love for me has been cold, and therefore I am breaking out of the mold, this desire in me I no longer withhold. I boldly go to find the love I’ve never known, to finally take hold and call it my own.
Om Shanti Shanti Shanti….Om Shanti Shanti Shanti. I find release from my delusional disease.

Notes: * Bhagavad Gita 7:26
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