To LR
You took and took from me,
Only to fade away in the end
A hideous column of fake
Charring flames illuminated you.
I just hope those flames chase you
all the way down to your date
with the devil. He'll kiss you
and make you feel whole, but
Eventually he'll take and take
Your entire being away from you, you cry
And cry, "I fucking loved you."
He'll spit you out for a moment so
He can laugh in your face and kiss
You again. You will be confused
Wondering, is this really hell?
Then you'll hear my whispers
Yesyesyesyesyesyesyesyes
It's been coming awhile now.
You'll wake up in his warm embrace
Kiss me, kiss me, and his eyes will
Trace yours before evaporating
With only a note in your mind remaining
I never wanted you, you mean nothing to me.
Your entire being left with him, so you cry
And cry, "I fucking loved you."
My whispers will rise again.
Love, I'm not sorry.
You mean nothing,
As I mean nothing to you.
The devil will rise and rise and he
Will reach for my hand once more
But I look him in the eyes
No more tears.
Leave his hand hanging, he reaches
For my warmth and sees your tears,
Raining, staining your face.
The next time you reach for me,
I leave you hanging.
And I'll take pity on every single
Hand that takes yours.
Just know, love,
My hand will belong to someone
Who doesn't kiss the devil.