I wonder why I woke up this morning
It must be because you sustain me
I question my religion daily
I find the world around me amazing
The peace that I found is a mystory
My old self is long gone it's history
A boy who was almost a man fell asleep
He had no hope; only misery
Why do kind people die
How does God hear them cry
Why am I still alive
Is there value in life?
Am I crazy?
You amaze me
I watched a star explode this Fall
There is nothing on Earth at all
Only you astound me
Your presence surrounds me
My insomnia is getting worse
To soothe my soul I'll write a verse
I exchanged my dreams for obsessive thought
My mind wanders to places it should not
My longings for peace are getting violent
Dear God! How can I stop the riot
There is a time for silence
A time to wait for your providence
You never miss a beat
To your path, I will align my feet
Why did I wake up in mourning?
Perhaps it's because I've been ignoring
The fact that I'm ready to be conforming to Jesus
His love is disarming.