Sitting back holding my tears thinking I knew I was right after all these years,
The though of this kills my whole. Breaking me in half to a piece of coal.
Blaming myself every single night. And now I just
Want to beat myself till I go cold.
The Feeling is numbing but i still can feel the pain. But I'm telling myself I'm full of strangth.
keeping myself under control even if now I'm the fool.
The thoughts smothering me I can't even breath.
Your lips to her,
Her lips to you.
Your Thighs to her thighs
Your Toes to her toes.
I'm honestly about to explode.
You love me I know. But I can't get this feeling to go.
Feeling stupid and mad. I try to play pretend. To try to love you again..