I feel so lost
Disconnected from everyone around me
Everything feels so slow
Yet so fast
They say this is how you cope
Let your mind dissappear
Feel nothing in place of feeling loss
Quiet inside my head
Yet the pounding still occurs
I feel nothing
Scared and hopeless
Try to find something or someone to hold on to
Drifting away
Am I myself yet lost
Lost to the world
Lost to myself
Lost to the feelings and my sense of humanity
I am no person
I have no feelings
I am dead minded and floating
Floating in a direction as I try to pull myself back to reality