Self questions...

Have you ever been lost in disbelief?

Consumed in sorrow?

Overwhelmed by grief?

Fighting so hard to smile on the outside, 

While no one can hear you smile?

Or is it, that they can hear you loud and clear,

But choose to ignore you?

Because they shut you out of their life,

And have already locked the door?

Have you ever been so angry,

Your reflection was all you could see?

And all around you is destruction, caused by your agony?

Oceans of fire, representing all of your tears that transformed into rage.

Metal debris, that represents the feeling of being imprisoned inside a social cage.

Massive craters lay in the earth, leading down into a deep, dark, bottomless pit.

That right there is the emptiness in your heart, caused by the respect you never got.

From feeling as if the bomb misses everyone else, and you're the only one that get hit.

Ever felt like you were drowning and ALL saw,but NONE cared?

Like your self control was slipping away? Like your sanity was running scared?

I know it is someone out there that knows this feeling...

Reaching high for the skyfor a better place, only for your hands to be cut off at the ceiling.

One minute you feelloved, next minute, you are telling yourself you're not.

Emotions constantly transforming more than an Autobot.

Now you're cold, evil, and heartless, a human Deception.

Searching for a reason to smile, but like the old song say, the thrill is gone.

Hearts unhealed, questioned unanswered, mysteries unsolved.

As if your life is a sad little caterpillar, that never evolved.

Never got a chance to fly from everyone involved,

In the pain that you've endured, and yet somehow through it all...

You came out as a surivivor, yeah you're scarred, but you're here.

You think that through all you've endured, happiness wasin the near.

But the feeling still lingers of being pushed all the way to the rear.

Nobody sees you, as if your sorrows is an invisible cloak that covers your body.

So they walk past you, cause in their eyes, you are still nobody.

You'd have to do the most miraculous thing for them to view you as somebody.

How can you ever be good enogh for anybody?

Ever wondered if you're crazy? If your life is one big dream?

Ever had so much running through your mind, you just wanted to SCREAM?!

Sometimes, I feel as though my lifeis frozen in frost.

And this is what it cost.

I have no more tears left...

No more breath to scream...

I have nothing left...

I am LOST...