Theres so many words but one word comes to mind alone ive tried holding my head high ive tried to loose all the pain. That i bare in side the tears just wont fall rain pours lighting strikes im down on my knees and pray to the lord for one more chance to see u again but the devils at my door and i know where im supposed to be heaven isnt letting me in ive done fell from his grace darkness is taking me over controling me shadows stopping me from breathing drowning in my own misery gates are closing be hind me wings turning to ashes fires blazing walls crashing destruction isnt the key to a lonely soldier heart cages maybe made of steel bloody knuckles heartaches they all fade away just like scars on my arms wounds heal words stay life eventually fades away but for this lonely soldier only time will tell when i give up and let go but for now darkness may rise my spirit lives in u when i say goodbye i hope u dont shed no tears cause im always there im the vioces in the air whispering ur name saying im waiting for u i cant pass the gates of fire or light without u ill always be ur lonely soldier