Why don't you realize, all the pain you caused me? Left me in a unclear whirl. Now I am lost. Nowhere to go, no one to love, no place feels safe. Trust has become a lie. For all the times I had to try, just to speak to you. Now we don't speak at all. I curl up next to a wall, wishing you were here with me. To help me believe again, that love is real. But for now, it is a lie.