"Living in Darkness"
Nothing I say or do really matters my thoughts.. scattered/
Train your brain is fucking scattered might as well lay it down on the platter/
This chapter tells a story why my mind it seems so gory/
sorry if you think its boring I dont care cuz I'm ignoring/
anyone who puts me down let it be known that I shook the town/
walk around with a crooked smile for many years been in denile/
suicial survivor I'm in my car driving/
Only thing that I can think about is dying/
Living in Darkness x4
Maybe Im screwed maybe I'm fucked.. maybe Iv'e always been shit out of luck/
Maybe my minds just stuck in a rut I'm a nut bout to bust bout to crumble to dust/
Yell and I fuss, scream and I cuss, trying to nip it right all in the butt/
feel like a dog at the pound I'm a mut had enough of this stuff I'm about to give up/
When I reach for the knife and I make that cut adrenaline rush it makes me blush/
Face is flushed lips puckered up I want more pain like a sucker punch/
make it enough so I can spew my lunch all in all I"m a stupid dunce/
No front very blunt considerable, miserable, pitiful runt/
Living in Darkness x4
I'm living in darkness in my apartment lying down on the carpet/
Why the fuck do i feel like garbage? thought my inner thought were harmless/
good grief it smells like carcus.. inner demons try to harm me/
This is more then quite alarming maybe I'm just the devils target/
Heavens calling angels fallen cry my eyes in my bedroom balling/
Grab a pen and paper drawing save me God I know your watching/
Pain inflicted.. is calming, sad to say I'm sickly twisted/
Spirit should be quickly lifted living in darkness as depicted/
Living in Darkness