Sometimes it's just so hard to talk to someone because they don't usually talk from their heart
They usually talk from their desires
They don't care what they say
they don't care if what they say hurts you deeply inside, that it makes you want to that it makes you want to feel gutted
that it makes that utter dread feeling in your stomach when they say something
that just makes your blood stop
Where it makes you feel like it's the end of the world because you don't know what's happening
Where you feel like you're stuck in a place
they don't care what they said because all they care is that they made you feel that utter disgust
the only one benefiting from this, is the one who is hurting whether they like it or not
But then eventually the one who gives will get it back.