
Listen Closer
The day is hot and silent. Scalding sand pin-pricks my skin like
needles and the heat of the island sun burns me tanner.
I have been deserted for days, and my head is disquieted.
In desperation, I try to remember music-- the element to
which my heart beats. The calm.
I am wild with the quiet. I am hungry with the still and I am thirsty
with the desire for melody. Alone in desertion and salted with dried
ocean water, I feel my inners stirring. Ripened fruit has mollified the
pangs of human hunger, but the need for art, sound, meaning
rumbles within me. Music plays pleadingly in my head before I
realize it isn’t there. There is only sweltering silence.
But then, as the sun rests and blushes with evening, as the atmosphere cools,
I listen closer.
And suddenly, it all comes together.
The repetitive undulation of ocean waves carries with it the gravitas of crescendo.
A choir of brightly feathered birds croon gospel, praising the wholesome religion that
is the lush forest and the rain and the earth. Frogs artfully stroke long, webbed
fingers over their bulged bongos of throats while orchestras of crickets draw
catgut strings quick over their bowed legs.
The cacophony blends together as if a mirage. Each isolate falls perfectly into
place: a moment of realization, a culmination of music, of life within the
beauty of symphony.
The wild crafts music of its own; the earth and the animals hum
with a constant ebb and flow of melody unlike anything heard
by the human ear. When the band ceases to play and the trumpeters
want for sleep, the silence reveals the song of the world. I let
myself fall quiet to find that music, the thing I need,
is all around me.