Wash my face
Put on nice clothes
Brush my teeth
Things only i will see because no one ever seems to notice me
Make my lunch
Things I only do because I'm forced to. As if id ever want to eat anything.
Pack my backpack
Get on shoes
All to get to school, to see my friends; the ones that secretly hate me
Get to class
Just for the grade that doesn't matter
Things that seem to take forever. Do forever
Go on a run.
Almost like it'll make you look better, feel better. It wont. It doesn't
Go to bed
But not to sleep.
Online with your friends.
Except not friends.
Friend and her lover.
Lover that makes me feel like I'm not good enough for her.