Lie, What A Lie
Lie
What a lie
I know at least a small part of you would be glad if I die
Just so you could hate my existence
Without fear of my disturbance
Deep inside
You'd be glad for whatever got rid of me
Wouldn't you?
You're a tangle
In which now creates a mangle
In my peace
Lie
What a lie
Was the facade of your calmness
Your healing
Forever niceness and peace
Boy was I wrong
But you definitely made a bong
In my life
Your mask I saw is almost done peeling
Now I have a bad feeling
Sadness, scared, anger, weariness, could careless-ness congealing
Gallness?
You are not particularly bad
You are not particularly good
But your spite, now, makes my feelings congeal
And yes, both of our gallness
I wish now I relationship had not been real
I know that wish is mean
Let me tell you what I glean
Lie
What a lie
You said you'd rather be hurt
Than have me stay
In a delicious fray
Where I was unhappy
So I broke it off
After we let go I was curt
I guess it was a too far pushed cough
To your mental being
It drained by beyond all your sappy
I was not patient
For your wanting to hash,hash,
And hash again
Every detail of the during and after
Nor your apologizing for things
That are being just human
I was too curt
Did not have enough patience
And although I said nothings
I thought mean
I had no empathy
Instead I had empathy
Which isn't enough
He's one type
And I'm another
We weren't a match
Tough
Although it was pulled back and forth, worn got the tether
You've taught me a lot.
Whenever I've hurt you,
It was never on purpose
Lie
What a lie
If you think it was
If you call me a bitch
If you say you don't care
I wish the last part was not a lie
Because that's part of the glitch
Lie
What a lie
If you pretend not to hate
Your wrath is a bear
It intimidates
You've caused me a strong moment
My most cowardly ones also
More than two
Of each
And I so meant
I do not plan to let you call, so
Boohoo
Poor you
You don't get to make me feel so much less than peach
Anymore
I've opened the door
For you to forget my existence
I wish to forget your's
You changed
Either you wish we were dating
Despite my wish's being different persistence
Or you wish to send my emotions to the reluctant whores'
House
I know
Cupid pulled the wrong bow
It's aim was louse
I think we both can agree
Lie
What a lie
Did I tell myself
Should have heeded the warnings
I was too nice to see
Didn't want to put you on the shelf
But I am no longer in mourning
For yourself
For my mistakes
I can only do my best
I am now wakes
Done beating myself up
Or letting you pour that cup
What about your mistakes?
Doubt you are going to say, "Sup,
I was mean and made my wrongs."
Definitely not going to let you make bongs
In my brain
Lie
What a lie
If I claim I don't disdain
You now
We are done
The lady says let me tell you son
Forgive and forget is the path to plow
I don't anything from you fain
Except for you to bother me now none.
