its been weeks since i

thought of you

not an echo in my mind

whispered your name

but i saw you in pictures,

and on the sidewalk,

laughing and living your life 

i wonder

do you ever remember me?

does my name make you

tremble like your's does to 

me?

when you see my car does 

your heart still freeze?

when your arms are

around her do they remember

how it felt when they held

me?

when you drive by my house

do you wonder if someone is

filling your space?

when she holds your hand

do you shudder and remember

what your's did to me?

when you gave me false affection?

the line between grief and guilt is a thin one.