Let me tell you this 
She had placed her 
Soft silk lips on my Body teeth through my flesh 
arousing sensual moaning feeling her was always allowing me to feel my best.
One night without her is still like a day without the morning sun.
Three nights without her I go unheard of.
Gun on my Temple I watched my head explode as the bullet exited the gun.
That's my problem I fall quick and grasp onto reality slowly.
Mind always in the gutter
I guess it will always hurt ripping a band aid off a broken heart.
Teeth marks across my skin bite marks mending my soul.
Her soft smooth skin against mine.
Cuddle with me once more and allow us to ascend into Elysium.
I use to watch her as she inhaled breaths of sensual elixirs 
That she would later pour into my soul.
I would hold her hands firmly as i begin to dose off as we wasted away in decay as we skipped forward in time like a needle on a black scratched record.
Chronotrons' going through my mind making me forget things that fluctuate through the backgrounds.
With her time stood still.
I don't just want her I just need her 
head on my shoulders she allowed me to get to know her.
She accepted my gift of first pleasures and I at that ripe young age excepted hers.
Both 16 and the pleasures shared was certainly a 20.
First things first she was my first and I know I was certainly ready.