~When I last saw you some years ago, There was no one to talk to, Walk with, Play with, Or even make jokes with, Once you were gone there was no one to stick By my side, But I know that you are looking down on me saying Everything will be okay And that there is nothing to worry about; When I saw you lying there lifelessly, I wanted to scream WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!... You were always there to hug me when i was Down, You are still alive in my heart.......~I LOVE YOU COURTNEY~