just another sad boy.

shall i compare thee too a summers day

looking into the sky with you while we lay

rolling around we're in love its so surreal

that image fades to be nothing but unreal

here we are again heating up the spoon

as we tighten the belt once more

our eyes roll back we feel the familiar sting

the needle pierces our veins 

i start to feel it in my face 

and it fades comes back to me 

we're laying in the shade you're in my arms 

and nothing is here to cause us harm

who cares if its hurts for better or worse

at least we feel happy for a little while

cause here we go again the come down 

i leave saying i gotta go to work im barely out

and i hear the belt clatter around as you shoot up

all day all i can think of is you, you haven't 

texted or called i start to worry 

i decide to leave work an hour early

coming back to our apartment 

barely able to walk straight somethings wrong

i try to just shake it off 

i get inside youre laying on the floor 

unresponsive i grab you i shout and i scream 

theres no way this must just be a bad dream 

Im floating i dont feel the ground anymore

just you in my arms im looking around

and its like im on a merry-go-round

i hope that eventually you'll wake 

and we can be okay but its not happening

no matter how much i shake and scream

you're gone and its my fault i got you into this 

ive ruined youre dreams

im sorry...

 

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