It seems
Proverbs 25:28 A person without self-control is like a city with broken-down walls.
Never mind. I don’t care ... that’s how I feel?
Is this a devil’s snare ... for it really does appeal?
A shield of my making ... to hide what is real?
Do I feel sorry about my life as I wheel and deal?
I don’t want to know when I‘m so at ease.
Why am I so satisfied when I do what I please?
I don’t want to know ... for I will not appease
Time will surely tell ... as I diminish or increase
If I find an answer ... it will be on my knees
As I slowly crumble and get into a squeeze
My heart is longing to depart from the deep-freeze
Where it has been by choice ... only self to please
Jan Wienen
