When I was kid everything was simple and went like a blur

I was ignorant but I was sure 

I was given so much time to play to have fun

but now I am always on the run.

There is so much bad in the world

and I realized

of course

It isnt the same as before.

There was little problems here and there

at school, with friends

overtime, there proved to be ends to make amends

I was small but felt big

I am now big but feel small

Now making a mistake is bigger

It isnt the same as before.

Life can go down hill from tripping on one step

after the stairs that were climbed 

one step is all it takes to mess up down a slippery slope

it will be a hard fall but I have hope

climbing back to where I was is difficult from the injuries of the fall

The fall gives strength and clarity 

It makes me feel tall even though I am small

I must keep moving forward because

It isnt the same as before.