It is not just a thing.

It is not just in my head.

It is not something to "just get over."

It is a part of us.

It is a part of ME.

It is mental.

It is physical.

It is an all consuming condition.

It is a life-changer.

It is something that begins to take over.

It is something that makes you not be you anymore.

It is more than just a part of you.

It defines you.

It is who you are now - who I am.

It is my world.

It is sinking me, but I am still fighting.

It is the monster inside of me, but I am still here.

It is not going to take me down.