A guy i have had in my life forever,
I thought i could have seen us together.
He had different plans with another,
other than me.

She was small and blonde with piercing blue eyes,
that was the girl he saw himself with.
After i found out I didnt know what to do,
he had all of me.
He was the only man who could destroy me.

After that night he asked her out in frount of me,
he didnt know how i felt, or even if it would hurt me.
We have after all been friends for 11 years.

After a long battle with myself to see if i should tell him or not,
I finally decided he should know.
As i walked up to tell him he was with her,
so i just turned to him and said I'll text you.

I get a text from him that even saying,
what did you need to tell me?
I tried to play it off by asking him questions,
like if he would change or not be friends with that person if she was a friend.
His responce was the same i dont know?

I had to put my big girl pants on and finally tell him the truth.
So i told him.
His responce was that awesome 5th girl this week.
When i asked if we were still ok, because i didnt want to loose him as a friend,
he responded yah.

I was relieved but pissed in a sense.
I just poured my heart and soul out to you and all you say is yah!
Needless to say 2 days later he was dating that other girl.

Turns out she only said yes so that he would stop asking her out.
But if I say something to her im the bad guy.
She wasnt my problem,
until she started changing him derastically.

He wouldn't talk to me anymore,
and wouldn't crack the jokes he is known for.
To make things worse everyone thought we were dating last year.
Why cant he see that a girl who cares about him a lot is right in frount of him.