The Inner-Workings of a Disordered Brain
I don’t know how
How to cope
This weight inside me feels too much
My life laid out I thought I was fine
Time passed, life crashed, I fell apart
All alone I hid my fears and ignored it all
Ignorance, naive as it may, my brain tries to protect me from the anger of the world.
Emotions gone, I sit and know that
I don’t know how
How to cope
I need your help I need your guide
I don’t know how
How to deal with
This overwhelming weight
Obviously drowning, people came to my side
Prayers flying, support beside me
Yet at times I still feel alone
Too far, too fast, the moments always pass
10 minutes they say and you’ll be safe
All I want is love then, but I just can’t seem to grasp
Emotions suddenly gone I sit and know that
I don’t know how
How to cope
I need your help I need your guide
I don’t know how
How to deal with
This overwhelming weight
Who to call, what to do, I feel stuck in a rut and nothing to do. Family, friends, boyfriend, teachers too, all there but all trying to make do. Stay alone, curl and breathe through.
I’m okay now, I made it through.
I need to sit and call those who knew
Emotions winding down, cheeks tear-stained, I know that
I don’t know how
How to cope
I need your help I need your guide
I don’t know how
How to deal with
This overwhelming weight
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