I've watched my life take a toll and I've paid the price.
Sleepless night and demons who still know my name.
I put my thoughts in a wrinkled notebook and think their safe there.
I've watched myself blossom and I deserve the blessings.
Bright smiles and people who call me beautiful like it's my name.
I've watched you reach for me subconsciously missing me I can't seem to sputter out the words to remind you I'm still here.
So I hit ignore because I can't find it in me to build a dream that isn't ment to come true.
Some dreams arnt ment to come true, I learned that from you.