I think I want to stay forever
And be leaving all the time.
I want to keep changing in this familiar place
Until I run to the edge and falter.
I want to leave at midnight
So I make all the breaks
Without seeing your face.
I want to know I’m all I have
When I walk through the last doorway here.
I want you to worry and keep noticing
The space where I used to stand.
I want to miss you,
and miss you,
and miss you.
I want the reasons why I left
To be blurred and distant in my rearview,
But I want to be free and alone
To face myself without your shadows.
Welcome me home and know
I am not the only one who left.