im tired
i’ve been in a very bad place as of late,
but i always have; maybe it is my fate
to be miserable; how else could i pay
for the things i have done? i could not say.
someone save me from this hell;
come drag me up from where i fell;
come talk to me; please come and tell
me that you love me; make me well.
someone please give me a hand;
give me a home and a place to stand;
give me scissors to cut the band
of thorns around my neck by my command.
“i don’t need help” you’ll hear me say,
but don’t believe me; i’ll decay
because i can’t keep my thoughts at bay;
because my own body plots foul play.