I'm Still Gone, But You Never Left
It took me a day to fall in love
A few weeks to say
Those three words
It took a month before I had let you in
Into my heart
And into my bed
It took a year for us to have our fun
We had our laughter
And some days
We had none
It took you a night to make her fall
It took you a night to show me
I should never have loved
At all
It took me a few weeks to know
To know you had lied
It took me a few weeks to realize
Why I felt so sick inside
It took me a month before I found the truth
Even if you hadn't loved me
I had loved you
It took me a day to get my things
A few minutes to speak my mind
A few more to gather shattered memories
More to find shards of my broken heart
It took me a week to write this down
A week to think
But not speak out loud
It took me a week to go back home
A week to feel just as alone
As I had always been
Before you changed my life
It took me a week to sort everything through
To box up all I ha of you
To go through all my things
It took me a week
But I made it through
And now, here I am
In no sight of you
It's taken me time
And I'm going to take
So much more
Because you never gave
And I never had
The choice of time before
You were everything
And now I'm gone
You wanted a wedding
And now I'm gone
You wanted kids
And then you slipped
Into her arms
And now I'm gone
It's taken me time
But, oh,
I'm going to need
So much more
But for right now
I am up
I am off the floor
I can't let you
Let me down
Anymore