Another day woken with a blinding light

kitchen was the motive and I saw my best friend by myside

morning morning I'm still tired it was a rough night

no clue what happened don't ask me yes I'm safe obviously I'm alright..

no reply

wait are you mad at me? Wait wait why do you look so sad T?

hellooo? Stop ignoring me I know you see me

she finally looked back 

why why why why couldn't you just listen those guys aren't you friends

theyre the main reason why you disappear, nights ending up missing.

wait T I'm right here th.........

anthony why do you have to be this way,

why do you have to do this ?!

your the only one who makes us feel this way!?

wait a minute let me explain, ou have no reason to be mad

im right here! Look at me! 

Stop with the claiming get your feelings away from me!

I DID NOTHING, I do not do this on purpose 

I was dealt this way

T wait don't walk away from me

i need to know what I did 

I'm sorry I'm sorry!

Please please come back to me

where is my son? Why isn't he next to me?!

what is going on why are you so mad at me?!

I'm sorry I'm sorry what have a done.

Anthony please tell me why

T I do what I do because I have no faith in me

i feel a victim to corners, late nights low pants and tapped fights

Ill try to fix things, that I can really do

i know sometimes the things we love always seems like it can kill you too

but I love you I'll change for you time is on our side I'll change the hands for you 

 I'm standing here though aren't i in plain view

please just show you see me I know you do

I don't want you so hurt I......

wait I know this place this is my church

why are we here? 

Momma! Pops! Junior!!!! I missed you dude!

hello? Y'all are ignoring me too!?

my own son? Is this a joke ok it's over y'all win y'all win

am I apart of this get together?

why is everyone dressed I'm inappropriate I have to leave and get myself together 

wait I wasn't invited T TELL ME WHY IM HERE!

The continuous suits of black,  

 

please if that's me before that alter please please give me my life back

I'm sorry 

 

But why