I'm not crazy, my thoughts are though.

Wed, 01/08/2020 - 11:42 -- Jlymber

I may smile today!

But I will cry tomorrow.

I will be today!

I will forget today for it has brought me sorrow.

The world may change due to yesterday's tomorrow.

I hate the days where life is pain!

Why do we do things, if we are doing them in vain?

I'm so happy I could cry!

But I don't want to cry.

I don't want to waste my tears on useless thoughts!

I waste them anyways.

My mind is like a cloud it can only hold so much!

But ah my mind is a place where I find greatest happiness!

No! I mean stress!

I can never understand the normal things.

Only the random things..?

Does this make sense to you?

It makes sense to me?

I'm so lost right now..aha!

Am I crazy?

No, of course not, you are!

Maybe I am? I shall have that question in my head,for days on end.

Does everyone think I'm crazy?

I shall cry again, and all these reaccuring thoughts 

will haunt each hour, where I sought happiness.

Oh well, I've best be going.

I've got more things to do and more tears to waste.

Thoughts to think and think and think until I over think and the world is simply placed....

on my shoulders, but no I'll be alright, don't worry.

My mind and me we got this


This poem is about: 
My community
Our world


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