I'm No Longer Who I Used To Be
I’m stronger than the girl I used to be
I no longer want to die
No longer cry myself to sleep
I no longer hide every part of myself that was “weird”
I no longer sit in silence even when I want to shout
I used to be shattered now i’m only cracked
I used to be walked on but now I can speak up
I’m not perfect but who’s supposed to be
I’m imperfect and that’s what makes me me
I’m louder than i used to be
I was scared of speaking out and speaking my mind
I was afraid of scrutiny I was afraid of criticism
Now I stand tall and proud
I speak my mind and share my art
Give me your criticism and maybe I can change for the better
I’m not the girl I used to be huddled in a corner with only a book as my friend
Now I sit where I want to and talk to my friends no fear of rejection
Just a fear of not knowing what would happen if I didn’t try
Younger me would have a heart attack if she could see me now
But I also know she would be proud for i’m doing all the things she wished that you could do
I’m wearing crazy clothes and going with how I feel
I'm talking to other people and having fun
I'm going outside and playing games
No covering up and changing who I am to suit other people
No me and my past are one this nothing is holding us back
I got her back and she got mine and together we’ll rule the world