Tears glistened on my cheeks  My eyes showed exhaustion from sleepless weeks   I held my head from mindless sleep   "I pray my lord My sould to keep"

Don't believe my false smile   That YOU believe it fills my throat with bile   I turn my head to hide my expression   Hoping I don't fall deep into depression

Masking my screams with laughter   Thinking that I need to be craftier   My feelings start to go numbt   Forget this life. I'm Done