I'm back
I'm here to stay
Though dismayed and distraught and never critically acclaimed
I have made peace

Peace..

Peace with myself and deep within
The will to strive and move on seems to be like my imaginary friend

Content..

I'm content with the belief that I will find something to make my life worth wild
To find someone else who will believe in me just like I believe in myself
But not just that..

Longing..

I want to feel intense longing for something other than a notepad and a pencil with a ultra sweetened coffee on the side
I want someone to want me like they want the air they breathe

I'm back..
And I'm here to stay.